Reality

long time din update my blog
I don't care
cuz there is no one know my blog(except her)
This few days rush my assignment
now i only know complete one assignment is a such a hard things
becuz of this assignment i sacrifice my eco class and my sleeping time


Am i tired?
now i tired till no feeling
but i learn mny thing when doin my assignment...
wad i learn?
something that i scare to face...
He said: don't waste time, they won't help u d
depend on your own
don't give up
tell yourself u are alone to fight the war
and have to survive no matter what
yup, he is rite
i alone.......
should i laugh myself??
Y should i still put all the hope to them...
Y until now i still cant face d reality?
Yup,he remind me what is reality....
how cruel of this reality...
no matter how cruel i still have to survive ...
If can, i wish i always in the dream...
i wish i will never ever wake up...
this few days someone is keep saying SORRY
Before you have not done something wrong do not say I am sorry
(你还没做错之前不要先说对不起)
Am i angry?
there is no use to angry
Lastly, i wish to thank all my frenz who help me a lot in my assignment
I really very appreciate it

累了

累了吗？

也许我累了,也许我早已疲惫不堪
还是怕看到失望的眼光？
也许两个都同在。。。
累到要放弃了吗？
应该没有放弃的权利。。。
该怎么走下去呢。。。
路应该还有很长吧。。。
怎么好像永远都走不完呢。。。
这条路
不是我要选的吗？
怎么事情演变成这样？


yesterday had my account midterm...Disappointed 2 myself..
why??if can choose again i would not waste time and will double check my paper...
Am i regret now? Regret is too late...no use for now....
time cannot return

sorrowful

"My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death."
Am i feel sorrowful?
yes........
why i feel sorrowful?
i don't know....
Am i feel forlorn?
i don't know....no one is willing to answer
is something change for me?
erm........no one can answer

2mr is my account test......
i not study yet.........
nervous....ing
i knew i not enough time....
time waits for no man....
once it is gone,it is gone....
i knew i can never ever get back that one minute that passes by...

Finally.........

Finally,Finally and finally,i create a blog.....
before that.i jealous my sis n my frenz have their own blog..
i jealous them is because they can share their feeling to public...
i often ask myself "can i also b like tat?''

haha..
now is my time to share my feeling...happy ing
2day juz finish my eco test..a bit worrying
i know what i done wrong in the ques...
and also make mny mistakes...
friday have acc test......worrying
i have not start to study yet..(prepare 2 jump westlake)

Don't think that uni life is easy...
u can't imagine how stress it is...