Failure@失败

Failure

Now I admit I am a loser
Success is so far for me
I was daunting what I had did
There is no more gumption in my heart
Forgone? Is that the only way to solve the problem?
Disappointedly, in this such a cruel environment
There is no ‘forgone’ this word appear in our mind
I scared all the despised faces,
I also scare all the disappointed faces especially my family
I do nothing for them
I just can apologize at here
I have no dare to say it out
I know once I am in failure, I am nothing
The fact that, I will always in failure
Cannot blame any people
Because that is my fault
Now nothing more I can say
Am I regretting now?
I hate this word appear in my mind
I jealous all the successful person
But, what can I do now?
Everything is out of my control



失败了

失败意味着什么？
失败可以是可怕的
因为失败的滋味可以让人痛得选择死亡
看到这样的成绩，
心真的被刺痛了，
血也止不住了，
失望的感觉在我心中一一的蔓延着，
已经是无法改变的事实了
看着自己一次又一次的失败，我真的怕了
其实我早该习惯这感觉的
只是一次又一次给了自己机会
不听话的心 +我那懒惰的习惯
而最后得到的是失败
该埋怨谁？自己吧。
不甘心的我，还能怎样？
放弃？我似呼丧失了这个资格
只能接受事实的残酷