不哭

忍着不哭!
真的不能哭
为什么又是我?
为什么我是永远的失败者!
是我不够努力吗?
还是我无论怎么努力还是一样!
真的和很想放弃
我真的不想让任何人失望的
真心不想！
真的像想死的感觉！
其实我不是该习惯这感觉吗
忍着不哭! 真的很幸苦,很幸苦!

A.L.O.N.E

                                                     

alone

Is already one week past

Time really wait for no man

Just left one more week for my semester break

after a week ago,
I have to start with my new semester
ya, year 3 semester 1

i need to breakfast alone, lunch alone, dinner alone

sleep alone, go campus alone !

just all alone !

i just realized i am afraid to be alone.

Feel so alone and lost

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i need to learn alone

seem so hard for me 

Why am i so afraid to being alone?

Suddenly all the things feel so strange !

Happy Mother day !

"Sorry Mom!"
is everything i could not, did not want to
and never have this chance to say to my mom
Welp, i am not a good daughter my mom has.
I know i am a temperamental person.
Every time my tiredness was being misunderstood by my mom.
Sorry for my sometime scolding, arguing, silencing and lying

You are the best mom i could ever ask for in the whole wide world
You are fabulous that i ever met for.
Thank you for giving me a world

O.V.E.R

Today is my last paper.
again, so succccck
trying so hard to memorize
When the time i started my paper
My brain was completely blank
Fuck my life
What for i am trying so hard to study ?
I don't want to fail any subject again
I need reassurance before my Hong Kong trip

Anyway
Thank God its over !
My degree year 2 life is finally ended.
Mother's day is coming around
I am sudden strike of homesick.
Two days more to go back my HOME
Just two weeks of sem break.
really not enough for me.
I gonna plan my sem break and my HK trip too.

H.A.T.E

Picture of last night

Sometime i am overprotecting myself
trying hard to hide myself in a deep sea
save face of me seem so scary

Sometime do not even know how to express my own feeling
that such a epic fail of me
Do not like people have any chance to discuss about me
Should i describe myself "overprotecting"
okay, Soooo weird

Damn
i trying to change but i failed to do it
i really seem so fail

H.A.T.E myself well
 

Last Two Paper

Selca


Done for my last two paper
And now preparing my last paper for my Year 2 semester 3
And my last paper is coming very very soon
and its cover all chapter
i know the lecturer trying to kill me
today paper so suck
somehow i can't finish on time
TAXATION please don't fail me
praying hard

                  Time pAST So fast!~

Gonna say bye to Year 2 life

H.B.D.

my little cute cousin

Happy birthday to my little ka hong!

All the best for your future too.... 
Love him ... muazzzzz 

Monkey D Luffy

Happy birthday to Monkey D Luffy

I has used quite lot time for searching his photo.

miss the day where i was non stop watching one piece

is epic bored for one week one episode 

can't update more 

i am extremely sleepy right now 

Goodnight world 

Public Holiday

Scope of my taxation test! hope to finish by today !

Woke up at 9, overslept again

And I have thousand things need to do today

Preparing to go library as usual 

Despite this, when we were reached UTAR

It was already half past eleven

And yet here was no sign of any single person at campus

The Security Guards told us that today is WESAK DAY

Public Holiday 

My study plan has gone !

Just finished my brunch with my sister.

and of course now is extremely full.

Y.C.

Dinner

Just back from YC plus dinner too

And we have dinner at pasar just now

Have a great talk with my friends

I seriously did nothing tonight!

My next paper will be held at Monday.

No study mood at all =(

The pimples on my face is enough to kill me off

hate it well.

I am blogging here while i am loading "Gloves Come Off" ep 15

my line here is so damn slow

Sleepy Sleepy !

Goodnight world !

T.G.I.F

I just dragged myself out of the bed.

Extremely tired to wake up in the early morning.

It takes me at least 20minutes for me to be fully awake.

My panda eye of course getting serious =(

Last night, when i was jolted out of my dream

That was causing so much commotion from someone else for preparing for her paper

anyway, fine.

i just continued sleep like a dead.

so here to wish "u" good luck for your paper later

T.G.I.F

And I am going out to Library to start my study plan.

That what my life is. damn it.

bye.

Random~!

Goodnight world

Just finished done my homework

oh well,

Is time to start do revision for my taxation!

NOT revision! Not even TOUCH the notes at all.

Taxation is really driving me hard.

someone please stopping me blogging here.

DAMN, My panda eye is appeared again.

I need a long rest in the middle of the MAY to cure my panda eye !

B.A.C.K

Yellow Shirt !

I'm BACK !

Such a long time abandoned this blog !

I miss my old day while i looking back to my previous post !

just back from Corporate Governance Test !

Thousand sigh for my test can't take it away.

i NEED more time please.

Left two more paper to go.

God Bless me !

Hope everything will be fine.

p/s : counting down for my last paper.