sigh.

just receive a breaking news.

"there was no longer possible for park jae beom to continue activities along with 2pm"

i have thousand sigh cant take it away when i heard this
heart breaking when i saw this
ya
i know must face the reality early than now
i just can say one thing
everything just a conspiracy

Jay, missing you badly right now
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No jay, never gonna stop the boycott





this all are what korean fans do

Wednesday^^

result just release

as the same
my marks truly low right now
my cgpa getting low
my expectation still vain
but somehow
felt great right now
no more heavy stress
can have good night to sleep
the pimples on my face
enough to kill me of...
some get good result
some get bad result
but nothing can change now
just can self-comforting that next semester put more effort on it
but next sem just 2 subject
no matter how you study hard
it cant chase back the marks
i sigh deeply
hope all my friends won't give up
and fight with all the chances that you have

still left around half month
suju concert coming soon
many thing have to bother
but excitement
waiting and waiting the day coming
but also scare time pass too fast
really a bit contradiction

wish to see the same in m'sia concert

really touchable

my baobei donghae
have a short hair like previous
more and more cute

really like this picture
'jinjak' cute

just have a nice talk with ah chung
even though feel weird and a bit frighten
but thanks for the concern

ps: kinda bored in this sem break.....
who can clear my boredom????????

CNY=GaTheRing^^

same as the previous gathering
but less and less people attend
kahyann,szemun,reachel,wyeyan and me
just 5 of us are attending
at the first, we have our dinner at station 1
but after that because of too noisy
we change to fren cafe
we having some gambling there
me lose at the beginning
but after that i win back
haha

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still not in the good mood
left around 4 more day
missing u
but u.........
disappointed
sigh

[w]hat [I]f

worrying right now
saw friends blog countdown for the result release
make me having nightmare
can't sleep well
whole night worry about my result
1.5.......cgpa
is what i get in the dream
whole night thinking about it
convert to last semester just get 1.9....
left 0.01.....only reach pass
i make many imagination this few day
what if my cgpa get below 2
what if one of the subject fail
what if i put more effort to my study
everything just ruined
keep on thinking
stop me please
i don't wish to repeat any subject
i don't wish to wait for semester 4
hate all those feeling
hate it
damn hate it
just left 5 more day
result release
how i going survive for this 5 more day
suffering.sigh
can someone let me know
what to do right now

My 19th Birthday:)

my 19th birthday celebration

8/2/2010(monday)
maybe is the fate that i back kampar at that day
cause that week is not suppose to back kampar
because of certain reason i back kampar for 3 days
i thought no any celebration with them
actually that night celebrate my sister friend 'gao lao''s birthday
after that we went to mm yum cha
because of the electric problem
we back early
around 1 am
jia wei,jien,shan,junxian,kahweng,foai,playboy,mike and his friends
come to my house
and
they all rushed to my room for celebrate my birthday
so surprise............
this time really not under my expectation
at first,Jien 'pakat' with my sister
i thought tuesday they only help me celebrate
haiz.......'jinjak' bo good
haha:)
but really happy
and i highly appreciate it
Thanks alot.....zzzzzz
especially thanks jien for the birthday card
especially thanks shan for special from ipoh drive back to kampar for celebrate my birthday
Thanks kah weng ,foai,playboy and mike for suffering to buy my present
me &jia wei

me &jien

me &shan

all funny guys

Love them much^^

my birthday card

all the signature

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Thanks yijing for the power point
no chance to put it out
sorry
but really appreciate it

Tired

hmm

the 1st person who wish me is my mother
hehe^^
love her love her
cause today is my birthday for Chinese calender
why am i today so so tired ????
haha
because today plan to settle all the movie
wish to watch all the movie
but lake of time
today go jusco bought ticket meet a tick there
11/2/2010 watch 72 Tenants of prosperity
with siew Xin (gua) and my sister
12/2/2010 watch True Legend
with my sister
16/2/2010 watch All's Well Ends Well 2010
with my family
still have many movie have to watch
14 Blades and the little big soldier
haiz
bo money bo time
how?????
but
72 Tenants of prosperity
really such a funny movie
worth to watch it
even though RM11
haha

[R]E[R]GE[T]

marketing drive me hard
management drive me hard
mass communication drive me hard
webpage drive me hard
sociology drive me hard
writing for business same too

me still left which subject can score?
the answer is no
my six sense tell me my cgpa will get below two
no any regret
cause that is too late
what to do now????
don't know
maybe prepare to repeat my marketing
cause i can see 'fail' in my marketing test
Don't know how to face my parents
haiz
Don't think too much 1st
ss2 still have around 1 more month
many thing need to prepare
enjoy my concert 1st

[M]y [B]irthday [C]elebration

27/1/2010

is my memorable day
In this year, 1st time having celebration with THEM
haha~
before i start to write i want thank and feel sorry to
my sister(sinyi),siewxin(gua),carmen,strawberry,yun chin(feipo),apo
a tick,hoong hoong and brian
i know u all want give me surprise
because of my curious
spoil all ur plan
sorry
i really appreciate it
the day before i really don't anything
haha
because of someone msn my sister
then me go curi curi see my sister msn history
i realize it
haha
sorry sorry sorry
i vy appreciate to be part of u all gang
i vy appreciate u all for helping me celebrate
although early 2 week before my bday.....
haha
LOVE u all much much
MUAXZ .........











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